har har!

stumbled upon this just a minute ago [seryoso, a minute ago talaga ]

“My heart, my heart…” –Cel M. (hahaha!)

nung isang linggo pa ko na-LSS neto e;

Happy Together
The Turtles

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it’s only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can’t see me lovin’ nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies’ll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can’t see me lovin’ nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies’ll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

kasi pinapanood sa ‘ken to;

grrr…

pakshet talaga si Wong Kar Wai!  lagi nyang dinudurog ang puso ko. hahahaha!!! as if hindi pa ‘to gutay-gutay enough to actually discard

and OH MY GOD lang talaga si Tony Leung.  waaaah!  halika dito, baby.  akin ka na lang.  hahahahaha!!!

anyway, kung gusto nyo pang madepress, eto pa ang ibang mga nakakasira ng ulong pelikulang pinapanood sa ‘kin ni Ning recently;

the visually-stunning The Science of Sleep.  imagination rules the world!!!  sad lang kasi praningelzi si Stephan.  Mana ako sa kanya, kuning-kuning.  blame it on wild imagination. hahaha!!!

the heart wrenching Dancer in the Dark (ang dahilan daw kung bakit ayaw na umarte ni Bjork. haha!)

and  Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

korek.  ngayon ko lang siya napanood, kasi di ko lagi naaabutan sa WOWOW ng buo ‘to dati.  Kung sa iba, more destiny shit ang film na ‘to, for me, it was never ending heartbreaks.

and what broke me to the core is the premise na, “wala.  wala ka nang magagawa.  you can’t just delete that person in your head because, he/she’s already a part of you.”  waaaahhh!!! PAKSHET!

naapektohan ako maigi tamang  nahirapan ako matulog

ayan, naaalala ko na naman.  naiiyak na ako. grr!!!  hahaha!  eto ang aking “Please, just kill me” film

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yes.  nirerekomenda ko ang lahat ng films sa taas.  especially for those who, like me, love misery and pain.

hahaha!!!

YAY!

diba?

this was the song in my head this morning…

A, you’re adorable

B, you’re so beautiful

C, you’re a cutie full of charms

D, you’re a darling

E, you’re exciting

F, you’re a feather in my arms

G, you look good to me

H, you’re so heavenly

I, you’re the one I idolize

J, we’re like Jack and Jill

K, you’re so kissable

L, is the love light in your eyes

M, N, O, P

I could go on all day

Q, R, S, T

Alphabetically speaking: “You’re OK”

U, made my life complete

V, means you’re very sweet

W, X, Y, Z

It’s fun to wander through the alphabet with you to tell you what you mean to me

‘A’ — You’re Adorable recorded in 1948, by Buddy Kaye, Fred Wise, Sidney Lippman, and later Perry Como.

i remember singing this song with my niece Bien when she was a toddler.

ang romantic ng song na ‘to, actually.

diba?

blenddddd… blendddd… blenddd….

for the past few weeks i’ve been imagining insects.

sa may Raffles Hotel nung Friday akala ko may ipis/moth sa ulo ko, so nagmukha akong timang nung bigla kong pinagpag nang nakayuko yung ulo ko tas wala naman.  tas napatayo ako after a few minutes kasi kala ko nasa paa ko na yung insekto, pero matapos magstomp-stomp, wala naman. crap.

nung Saturday night naman, parang may lamok sa paanan ko, sa ilalim ng kumot.  kinakamot ko na nga yung binti ko kasi feeling ko may mga kagat na ko.  pero wala akong mga pantal at nung binuksan ko yung side table lamp wala naman.  tsaka imposible yun, kasi paano magkakalamok sa 18th floor, aber?  saan sila manggagaling?  tsaka lagi namang malinis ang hawlalu namin.

schizophrenia is that you?

minsan din, akala ko may gumagapang na something sa binti ko, pero siguro  developing varicose veins lang yun. haha!

lekat na mga insekto yan. invisible?!!

blend.

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ang lakas ng ulan  at wala na naman akong ginagawa.

inaantok na ko.  kailangan kong maging creative asap!

kailangan kong mag-imbento ng task!!!  hahahahaha.

pagpapanggap.

blend.

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i’m trying to be positive.

mula ngayon, ang iisipin ko na lang ay puro positive.

sweldo na sa isang araw

maaga akong makakauwi pag hindi naglitanya si ginoong baba mamaya

may mga naipadala akong bagong applications kanina

may tatawag/mag-e-email na sa ‘king matino, panalo at bonggang-bonggang kumpanya bukas ng umaga. wee!  bonggang-bongga!!!

for the past few weeks, maraming nagsasabi sa ‘kin na subukang maniwala sa law of attraction.

law of attraction is they key daw.

tutal, nasisiraan na naman ata ako ng ulo (remember the first part of this entry), why not try it.

law of attraction is they key! wee!!! wee!!!

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ba’t ako positive, positive, positive?

dahil may nakita akong chameleon kaninang umaga!

wee!!!

it’s a sign

ang saya.

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at hindi malabo yun.

kasi, kinantahan ako ng chameleon kanina.  sabi niya, “pagmasdan mo lang ako.  tignan mo, tignan mo.  tignan mo kung paano ‘tong ginagawa ko, tignan mo!!!

blenddddd… blendddd… blenddd….

Just blend with the environment and you’ll survive.

blend.”

panis kayo sa tatay ko!

nakausap ko kapatid ko kanina (kapatid, meaning masbata sa akin. si yanyan). eto;

chelot_belan: nakausap ko si calvin

chelot_belan: nung isang araw

chelot_belan: andyan pa sa pinas

christian_belan: nasan sya

chelot_belan: kako kontakin kayo

chelot_belan: oo daw

chelot_belan: ewan ko dun

chelot_belan: nasa ozamis ata

christian_belan: ngleave naman ako ng message dun di naman ngreply.

chelot_belan: baka natatakot makipagkita sa inyo

chelot_belan: minessage ko nga rin sa friendster nanay nun e

chelot_belan: sabi ko,”PAK YU KA!!!” joke lang

chelot_belan: hindi. ipinaalam ko

chelot_belan: kako payagan na imeet kayo

chelot_belan: di rin nagreply

chelot_belan: imemessage ko nga uli

chelot_belan: sabihin ko

chelot_belan: “pak yu talaga kayo!”

chelot_belan: )

christian_belan:

chelot_belan: natawa ka no

chelot_belan: hahahahaha

christian_belan: oo gagu ka e!

chelot_belan: mali. dapat pala.

chelot_belan: “pak yu po kayo”

chelot_belan: para may galang pa rin

chelot_belan: somehow

christian_belan: tangina baliw kana!

chelot_belan: haha

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btw, si calvin nga pala ang kapatid namin sa ikatlo. hee!!!

matulis ka? wala. panis ka pa rin sa tatay ko!

hahahahaha!

NOTE:  tita myr, kung sakaling mabasa nyo to, joke lang po talaga. promise!!! mamatay man ako ngayon (as in ngayon na).

choices

nakausap ko si yas (ka-LIRA) kanina sa ym.  at dahil di kami nag-*insert-name-here* bashing session (haha!), eto ang kinalabasan ng isa na namang walang kwentang conversation namin.

mga siraulo.

chelot_belan: hoy ang ganda ng drowing mo

yasmin doctor: saan?

yasmin doctor: aaaaaaaaaaah

*some texts deleted about horror chu*

chelot_belan: akin na lang yan

yasmin doctor: sige ba

chelot_belan: seryoso a

yasmin doctor: oo

chelot_belan: pakyu ka pag niwala mo yan

yasmin doctor: reserba ko na

yasmin doctor: tsk, tsk di ka wholesome!

chelot_belan: at kelan naman ako naging wholesome?

chelot_belan: o ayan. pag-umuwi ako ihanda mo yan

chelot_belan: gusto ko may autograph

yasmin doctor: sige

chelot_belan: baka sumikat ka someday, edi meron na kong piece mo

yasmin doctor: xoxo, yasmin

chelot_belan: tas meron pang,”like, yeah!”

yasmin doctor: tapos pentel pen lang

chelot_belan: meron ako actually drawing ni lirio salvador, kilala mo yun? yung sound artist

chelot_belan: nasa bahay

chelot_belan: tangina dapat pala dinadala ko yung mga ganun maski san ako magpunta no

yasmin doctor: oo!

chelot_belan: anong “oo!” kilala mo si lirio, o dapat dinadala ko

yasmin doctor: parehas

yasmin doctor: tamad magreply

yasmin doctor: dapat A) kilala mo ba

chelot_belan: potah k

yasmin doctor: B) dadalhin ko ba

yasmin doctor: C)ok lang

yasmin doctor: D)wala akong alam

yasmin doctor: E)none of the above

chelot_belan: F) everything applies

chelot_belan: andaming choices amp

chelot_belan: G)pwede

yasmin doctor: H) forget everything

chelot_belan: I)fuck off, will you?

chelot_belan: kumpletuhin natin

chelot_belan: go!

yasmin doctor: J) I love you three times a day

chelot_belan: K)shut the fuck up

yasmin doctor: K) I.T.A.L.Y.

chelot_belan: L)J.A.P.A.N

yasmin doctor: M)TTCIC

chelot_belan: N)MTM

chelot_belan: O)period. no erase, no liquid paper.

yasmin doctor: M) bato-bato pick

chelot_belan: M)bato-bato pick, tamaan wag magalit

chelot_belan: labo

chelot_belan: eto

chelot_belan: N)peksman

chelot_belan: P)CAN! (singlish)

chelot_belan: ano pa ba?

chelot_belan: kilala mo si lirio? Q)ulul!

yasmin doctor: R) OMG

chelot_belan: KOREK!!!

yasmin doctor: S) Why not?

yasmin doctor: T) Sometimes

yasmin doctor: U) I wish

chelot_belan: V)You wish

yasmin doctor: Y) Like, YAH YOU KNOW

chelot_belan: W)somekind of a like that.yeah!

yasmin doctor: z) I knerrrr right!

chelot_belan: or

chelot_belan: huurrr! (hello ng pokpok)

yasmin doctor: ay kaloka

yasmin doctor:oy layas na muna ako!

chelot_belan: ok

chelot_belan: shine!

NOTE: i deleted most of the hahaha’s.  hayaan kitang tumawa mag-isa mo kaysa basahin lang ang tawa naming dalawa

sige na nga…

dahil balentimes naman nung Sabado, sige na nga, aaminin ko na.  meron akong bagong crush!

grabe kasi ang gwapo gwapo niya!!! promise.

tuwing nakikita ko siya napapatigil ako sa kung ano mang ginagawa ko.  seryoso.  may ganung factor talaga siya.  may time pa ngang kumakain ako at literal na nagfreeze ako nung nakita ko siya. as in nagstop mid-subo ang kamay ko.  buti hindi natapon yung kanin at ulam sa kutsara.   hee hee!!! :blush:

o ready na ba kayong makilala siya?

promise?

o tapos nito walang asaran a. hee hee!

SHET!!! KINIKILIG NA KO!!!

waaaaahhhh!!! hahahahaha!!!

eto siya…

Hello PM Abhisit Vejjajiva!!!

ang pogi talaga ng Prime Minister ng Thailand!!! hay…  buti na lang halos gabi-gabi siyang nasa Channel News Asia

o yan a.  wala na kong secret. hahaha!

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nung Saberday pala, dahil may sakit ang aking mga friendlalus, hindi kami nakalabas.  sa pagkakatanda ko, dapat pupunta kami sa Philatelic Museum nun kasi may panalong exhibit dun ngayon, pero ayun nga.  so nagstay kami sa kanya-kanya naming hawla/lungga.  sa susunod na lang.

nung gabi, napanood ko to sa okto;

ang ganda ng film.  sabi sa Wikipedia, “This two-hour film consists of eighteen short films set in different arrondissements. The 21 directors include Gurinder Chadha, Sylvain Chomet, Joel and Ethan Coen, Gerard Depardieu, Wes Craven, Alfonso Cuarón, Nobuhiro Suwa, Alexander Payne, Tom Tykwer, Walter Salles and Gus Van Sant.

here’s the trailer

ang galing-galing.  favorite kong  short yung Tour Eiffel. nakakatuwa.  lalo na yung part na nagtagpo na yung dalawang mime   really made me smile and all warm inside (o, hindi bastos a… tamang carebears warm naman ang isipin nyo. talaga o! hahaha!!!)

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kagabi naman, may Okto Oscar night film something.  ang palabas e yung Away From Her (dapat ganun magsulat ng title?).

romantic chu rin ang film na ‘to but it made me realise how bitter i am. hahahaha!

yung story kasi, may mag-asawang maghihiwalay for the first time in 44 years kasi nadiagnose yung wife with Alzheimer’s. kinailangan siyang ma-institutionalise.  tas yung husband sobrang inlove na inlove sa wife niya as in ayaw niyang iwan doon (kasi pagka-admit 30 days hindi pwedeng bisitahin.  rehab? haha).  tas nung pwede na siyang dumalaw finally, he discovered that his wife was fond of another guy na alagain.  and his wife doesn’t remember him.  so yun everytime na dadalaw siya, more masokista trip lang ang dating.  so one day tinanong nya si Fiona (yung wife niya) why she’s so fond of Aubrey (the alagain guy), she said that Aubrey doesn’t confuse her.

“He doesn’t confuse me.  He doesn’t confuse me at all.”

e dumating sa point na kailangang umalis ni Aubrey sa home kasi wala nang pambayad sa home yung wife nya (na si Mary).   tas etong hero husband (main character, Grant) pumunta sa house ni Aubrey to convince the wife, Mary, to bring him back to the home para bumalik sa dating sigla si Fiona.  weh…  ayun, naging bullshit na siya para sa ‘kin kasi, “Hello!!! wala namang lalaking ganon no!!!”

hindi ko na tinapos ang panonood kasi gabi na at may pasok pa today. hahaha!  ayan, tinatamad na ko.

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aba.  andami ko na rin palang nai-blog, ano.

ayan

I’m not in love

o.  para lang kiligin ang aking intrigera friends.

hahahahaha!!!

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I’m not in love
So don’t forget
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through
And just because I call you up
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t think you’ve got it made
I’m not in love
Oh no
It’s because

I’d like to see you
But then again
It doesn’t mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you
Don’t make a fuss
Don’t tell your friends about the two of us
I’m in love
Oh no
It’s because

(Be quiet…big boys don’t cry…)

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that’s lying there
So don’t you ask me
To give it back
I know you know it doesn’t mean that much to me
I’m not in love
No no
It’s because

Ooh, you’ll wait a long time for me
Ooh, you’ll wait a long time
(repeat)

I’m not in love
So don’t forget
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through
And just because I call you up
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t think you’ve got it made
I’m not in love
I’m not in love

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ano, masaya na?

haha!

super random shit

the problem with writing for a living is that you never really get to write.

of course that’s cliche, so everyone agrees.  correct or not?

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madalas, nitong mga nakaraang araw, gusto kong bulyawan ang boss ko nang, “tangina, hindi tayo matatapos nito kakabago ng isip mo, e.  puta tsong, gusto ko nang kumita!”

but then again, sabi nga nila sa Singlish, “that’s just play play, lor!”

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i had another thought earlier when i decided to click the “new post” button, but then i forgot what it was.  so in the end, everything i write now would really be just random blabber (again).

and yes, i am that old and ulyanin!

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i know.  i express myself better in Filipino.  but who reads this anyway?

may sasagot.  si chelly! hahahaha.

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i’m on my 7th month here in SG.  i haven’t gone home.  i never thought i’d last this long without seeing my family.    especially nina.

yesterday, as i rode the elevator to the 18th floor, i thought of her.  i saw their pictures in friendster, and she’s grown so much.  nakoo, dalaginding na din siya!!!  shet.

anyway, i realised that she’s my favorite and — yes, it’s wrong playing favorites, but she IS my favorite pamangkin and i don’t think anyone can do anything about it (bad ninang!!!).  maybe it’s because i got to take care of her more than my other pamangkins, and because she looks like me when i was little.  and she does remind me of me sometimes (coz we’re both maldita!)

i miss ninay.

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connected to the previous section (haha!)

it’s only when i got here that i realised;

- how much i love everyone i care for back home.  *yakap*

- how OC i am.  i never thought my case was that serious. i have this constant urge to clean up and organise.  i can’t keep still until i see things ‘clean’,

- i am an addict.  i cannot quit smoking (i’m actually in my, what, 8th/9th try of quitting? puta talaga).  i tried giving up coca cola too, but then the habit’s back.  min of 335mL/day.  tas putek, ngayon pati chocolate (hence the chabellitaness).  i don’t have f*cking discipline.

- also, i never thought that i can actually force myself to wake-up early in the morning just so i can eat breakfast (e hindi nga ko nagbebreakfast sa Manila e), and cook my baon (OO, BAON! never in my life did i bring baon. maski nung prep pa lang ako pera na baon ko, e).

- i really love walking aimlessly in urban jungles.  i do.  i really really do.  and i love the fact that this is a beautiful city to get lost into.  even if you get lost, you find yourself stumbling upon something beautiful, amusing and interesting.

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anyway, i would really want to be happy where i am. i’m not giving up until i enjoy and experience this adventure to the fullest (o ayan, a. parang sumpa na).

i hope in time, i’d find a job that i can love in this city.  i hope i’d find a ‘fuentes’ here.

seriously.

“hi sir edd!!! tayo kayo ng fuentes singapore!”

hahaha.

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ano pa ba?

ahh!!!

2 of my closest friends here are sick. and i mean really sick.  kawawa naman ang mga OFW, walang nag-aalaga.

i hope you both get well soon.  at sana hindi nyo ko mahawa dahil ok, kaya ko rin alagaan ang sarili ko, pero wala akong pera. hahahaha!

*hugs to you both*

-chabellita

gravity

wala.  ang cute lang nito.

hee hee