words, words, words.

mababaw ang kaligayahan ko, kaya siguro tuwang-tuwa ako sa mga signs/words na pakalat-kalat sa kalye.  kapag nag-sa-stumble upon ako, aliw na aliw ako sa mga sites na tulad nito

dahil may mga finds silang katulad nito;

ang romantic, diba?

may nadapuan din akong site dati na nagdididikit naman siya ng stickers everywhere saying,

“You are beautiful.”

nakakatuwa diba?  isipin mo na lang ang epekto nun sa makakakita… how it would brighten their day.  sabi ko dati, gagawa rin ako ng ganong project kapag may means at resources na ‘ko.

kanina, habang sinascan ko yung site na ni-link ko sa taas, naisip ko ‘to:

the world awaits your glory

o diba?

sana makapagkalat din ako ng sticker na may ganyan sa lahat ng lugar na mapadparan ko   kung gusto ninyo akong unahan, ok lang.  basta maipakalat siya.  pero siyempre masmaigi kung gumawa kayo ng sarili ninyong mensahe.  magkalat tayo ng mga thoughts na maaaring makapagpabago sa buhay ng isang tao, isang lugar, ng mundo (oo, isang malaking HELLO!!! pero malay natin, deber!)

yun lang.

words, words, words.

hmm…

sabi niya, para daw sa ‘kin to…

“Your Guardian Angel” 

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

say… say… say…

i got in after lunch today.  we had a minor problem at home, but everything’s alright now. this is the first time i’m gonna say this here…

GOD IS GOOD.

really!!!

———-

i thought of stumbling upon (firefox) before starting with an article, and i landed here .

go on, click it!  it’ll make you feel better

i think it’s gonna be a great day

———-

my birthday was alright.  i thought i’d be miserable that day, because i knew that i was gonna be home alone… doing the laundry and cleaning the room again, just to keep myself busy.  but guess who came?

.

.

.

H dropped by and gave me a book it’s supposed to help me do away with being jaded (all the time)

tapos, we had this conversation;

H: so, anong oras ka na natutulog ngayon?

(he was the one who always reminded me to sleep early, so that i’d get enough rest for the next day)

me: (pa-biro) 3am… normally? hehehe.  kasi pagdating ko, hinihintay ko pa mag-Hwang Jini, tas after watching tsaka pa lang ako naliligo.  so pinapatuyo ko pa buhok ko, tas nagbabasa, tas etc…

H: talagang sinusubay-sabayan mo yon a.

me: oo, maganda e.  manood ka, para ma-alala mo ko (feeling kasing artistic ni jini!  ahahaha)

H: lagi naman kita na-aalala e.  pag nasa jeep nga ko tas may nakikita akong mga badjao na nanlilimos na-aalala na kita e.

H: kasi naka-tubao sila.

me: fine.

oo na.  mukha akong katutubo.

———-

no.  we’re not back together.  we’re fine this way.  i don’t have to explain, you won’t understand… we’re weird that way

———-

if i get to finish 2 articles today, then it’s definitely a great day.

i think the book is starting to work

para pa rin sa’yo to

DALAWA

Tuwing umuulan at naririnig ang kanta sa radyo
Dinadala ako sa panahong ikaw ay akin

Habang buhay mang maghintay, Taon man ang lumipas
Ako ay maghihintay sa panahon na para sa ating…
dalawa… dalawa…

Tuwing umuulan at pumapatak sa aming bubungan
Binubulong ng mga bituin na ako’y mahal mo rin

———-

at dahil groggy ako, eto naman…

mabuhay ang color it red!

it’s the end of an era…

so here’s the ultimate break-up song…

by Fiona Apple

Love ridden, I’ve looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I’ve wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you

Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it’s over
So I can’t tonight, baby

No, not “baby” anymore – if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave

My hand won’t hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I’m giving up on you

No, not “baby” anymore – if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave

No, not “baby” anymore – if I need you
I’ll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we’ll only have to wave

———-

i hope you’re happy now

hey!

I dont want to doubt you
Know everything about you
I dont want to sit across the table from you
Wishing I could run

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

-cake

you still touch me… (sting)

just because i would again sleep alone, in our bed tonight, here’s our song…

you still touch me

sting

Another night finds me alone
In my dreams
You still touch me
Your picture by my telephone
In that smile
You still thrill me

Now if I sleep
I sleep here alone
In my bed tonight
You still haunt me
And if I’m falling
I’m falling like a stone
In my nightmares
You still hold me

And after all that
we’ve been through
Now I’m wondering
If you still blame me
If only half of this was true
That you believe of me
You still shame me

Dark rain will fall
until I see your face
I close my eyes
I seem to hear the
raindrops saying
You won’t come back
You still touch me

And when I’m sick at
heart and low
In my prayers
You still heal me
When I’m so sure, so
sure this isn’t so
In my complacency
You still shake me

I wonder if you feel the
same way as I do
And you’d come back
You still touch me

Another night finds me alone
In my bed tonight
You still haunt me
You still hold me
You still touch me
You still touch me
You still touch me
Another night
Another night
Another night
Another finds me alone

—–

love sting’s voice

yesterday

i…

woke up late

got stuck in a 3 hour traffic on the way to work

got in late, only to find out that the entire ops would only be on ’til 2pm.

found out our meter was confiscated due to “meter full of water”

got so depressed i just slept and slept (without eating dinner or taking a shower when i got home).  i didn’t even mind the others, i just slept and slept and slept…

in the cave.

———-

smoke fills the room.(silence)

“now, what are we supposed to do? i just want to smack him.  i asked him to fix this up while he wasn’t busy, but he still didn’t.”

(“you’ve got mail” message alert tone) he checks his phone.

“who are you talking to?  PLEASE!!! don’t think about doing something stupid.”

he says he knows.

(silence)

(deep breathing)

“no one ever listens.”

(silence)

———-

 

someone promised me yesterday…

but it just turned out to be just another bad day.

it don’t think it’s going to happen.  no.  not in this lifetime.

life is (still) beautiful

some good news since yesterday…

• LABEDA service back to normal!!! woohoo! we no longer have to fetch pails of water oh yeah!
• my officemate returned my favoritest book after more than 2 weeks (i missed it sooo…)
• my brother got in Max’s! it’s his first real job He’s been waiting for this opportunity since he graduated last March (well we all waited, because we didn’t want him to settle for less. hahaha! taray!). He got the post he wanted, and a fine pay too! wipee!!!
  
• Holden came back from the DC trip (DC is the company name… hehehe he didn’t go to DC-Washington DC), hay… may katabi na ko matulog!
• and finally (i got this from gino’s friend eumir) a black version google… Blackle: Energy Saving Search.

Blackle doesn’t only look cool but saves energy as well. Apparently;

“Image displayed is primarily a function of the user’s color settings and desktop graphics, as well as the color and size of open application windows; a given monitor requires more power to display a white (or light) screen than a black (or dark) screen.” Roberson et al, 2002 .

so go on, do your part and set it as your browser’s homepage. read more about it here.

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‘hope more ‘good news’ comes in the next few days… who knows, i might not need the doctor anymore

and by the way, i finished drafting a short looking forward to writing more for short fix…

bus party!

this is what happens when you’re stuck in traffic with someone as crazy as you…

 

“oooo-ooo-oooo-ooo!!! aaaa-aaaa-aaaa-aaa!”

2 monkeys.

PICTURE!!! PICTURE!!!

 

it all began with this…

then this…

and this…

finally this.

 

then…

THE SEPIA SERIES!!!

 

hehehe

we didn’t really care about what the other passengers thought of us… too amused at how comical we both look (but of course, i’m always more comical… H is too pretty)

there.

 

oh, here’s a pahabol…

 

ano boi!?